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Thursday, August 13, 2009

need to vent :)

I had a drs appt today for myself...I have fibro and arthritis but lately have been having a lot of back problems. He prescribed a muscle relaxant but said nothing is going to help without PT. I used to go to PT at aquacare for the pool...did it 2 -3 times a week for 3 years in the made the biggest difference in my pain level...but I haven't been in a year, since taylor was born...I don't see how I can go with her, she is too busy and needs to be entertained...I can go when the nurse is here with Hannah but need to find someone to go with me to play with taylor or to watch her here...please pray that I can find's really frustrating.
I need to get a large gate to keep taylor out of the kitchen but can't even find time for that now..I did stop at walmart on the way home but they didn't have any wide ones, just for a standard door...if I go anywhere tomorrow, I have to take both girls...I could meet my mom but she can't really help me getting them in the car, she can just open the back end and push it's a lot of lifting :( I need to get groceries too but the nurse doesn't come in til 10pm 2 nights...this is getting really old...
soory, guess I just needed to have a pity party :)

1 comment:

Colleen said...

We're all aloud a pity party now and then. I hope you will get the help you need so you can take care of YOU. (: